A letter to my love....,

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It started with one of the most beautiful feelings in the world but I never thought that it would end with worst feelings ever, full of regrets.
I believed you that you would love, I believed you that you would stay, I believed you that you would at least hurt me less but you broke my trust faith in humanity and the fact that love is real.
I crave for you, I crave for your presence, whenever I sit in classroom it's remind me of you, whenever I drink water it's give me the glance of you when we used take water in same glass and we used to have fun together.
That classroom is still attached to my heart because that's where the first time I saw you and my heart pinch me, my heartbeats hit me, my heart has already been shattered and my mind keeps stitching​ memories.
It doesn't matter how far have you gone.
My arms are still open waiting for you to come and get fit in them, please take away all of your wounds or tell me how to live with the pain because it's getting hard day by day, night by night, hour by hour, and second by second.
Now I'm walking away and trying my best to never come back on the same path,
I convince my heart the same thing every night however it never works,  that's why I'm writing this letter to release my pain to give wings to my sadness and to burn the memories you gave me,
I hope that you will stay happy wherever you go with whomsoever you be, Never forget to wear your pretty smile because that's what made me fall in love with you, I'll try not to miss you, I'll try not to love you anymore but this is not possible for me.,
Bye.....
 Thank you!
Best regards/ Shaikh Abrar Ahmad

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  1. Prachi Sharma9 June 2020 at 12:49

    Nice one 🤭 kinda remind me of my first crush😬😁

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