"Unrequited love"

I was the most confident and happiest guy in the world when she came to my life, initially everything was fine for few months but gradually everything get changed in opposite direction, My smile has disappeared and it has been lost, It has been replaced by millions of tears which she will never notice, This happens with most of us but one sided lover like me will fall in love for that girl again and again, Even I know that she can’t be mine but still, I love her every day and all the time. She ignores me like hell and I love her unconditionally like heaven.

I always looked at her with the feelings of butterflies fluttering inside my tummy, but she sees me as a friend or maybe not even as that, even I purposed her in all the possible ways without saying " I love you" 

She is a nice girl, Better than those whom I have met in the past, She smiles on everything, judges people secretly and never hurts anyone, not intentionally. She is straightforward and doesn’t shy away if she got some problem with someone she will speak right in front of them whatever the condition is no matter what.

I look right through her the way no one else ever has or even tried, and my eyes scream for her attention but her eyes never meet mine, I tried everything to get her attention got abused in the name of love, changed myself in trying to get love from her. But things are not always as they seem. 

Still I'm trying my best to convince her but she politely refused to accept all over again with beautiful smile, Hope she will find someone better than me,  and I'll always be there in her heart as Unrequited love,

Your well wisher : Abrar