Back To school (Old memories)

I'm Abrar Ahmad here with something new about my school Life​, this is all about school time when I was in 10th class, first of all I would like to tell about myself that, I was so popular in my school that I didn’t receive a single card. Well there were some reasons behind that. Actually during my school days I used to fall in the third category of our rule book. Yes, I was very bad in studies , but I used to score very good in other sectors like bunking classes, Highest annual punishment achiever, fighting and infinity things similar to that. Well that’s enough about me. The first day of the school was pretty good. We all friends met after 2 month of vacation. We shared about what we have done in the vacations. My best friend was in love with a girl.

Well the word ‘love’ was the most irritating word for me those days. They used to have some unusual behavior with each other. They look at each other and smile without any reasons, stand in a corner for hours and just smile at each other with very few words.  When I ask my friend he used to say me that this is what called love. But for me it was bull shit. I mean people stare at each other for hours and don’t speak .I know love is immortal but I don’t think it’s abnormal. Anyways leave all this stupid people.

 After some time what happened is.. Winter was just about to end that’s the reason why it was raining that day. Well a heavy rain fall. I was waiting for my school bus to come with the umbrella of my sister. I was just feeling very uncomfortable as I was holding a ladies umbrella. The school bus stopped in front of me and the girls inside the bus was starring behind the window and smiling at me. I felt like I will murder each one of those girls. Girls were just like a headache for me. I hate each and every characteristic of girls. In short I just want to kill them. Now if I continue talking about this creature then it will not be finished if I write a whole book also, so better don’t talk about it.
 I was talking with my friend about that umbrella and the voice came to my ears. I just stopped talking looked forward. I found that someone inside a rain coat just entered the class room. The face was not clearly visible because of that rain coat. As soon as the raincoat’s cap got loosed I saw that she had long and straight hairs. I mean she was a she, a girl, a new girl. The face was hidden with the hairs and I was just trying to look behind those hairs. Finally I saw her … Brown eyes, White face, sweet smile with a magnet which can attract any guy. Oh what was that… Am I speaking about a girl and why the hell did I get those goose bumps? I felt like that all my senses got deactivated and suddenly a smile came into my face. I was not in that class room but was somewhere else.
 I was in a different world just a voice was interrupting, I mean someone was barking “seven”, “seven”,” roll no seven”. Oh that’s me ‘ Present Mam’. What has happened to me? Am I sick? NO Am I mad? No Am I drunk? No The whole day passed away and I didn’t get the answer to that question.

 I have ever asked myself but the answer to that question is very important to me. Days were passing away but I have not found the answer to my question. Summers fell and people got busy preparing for the exams which were knocking at the door and the greatest stupid I mean I was still busy searching answer to my question. The exams came and went away. I was not sad because my exams was not well but I was sad because after exams summer vacations started and I will not be able to see her for one month. Can you imagine 30 bloody days. Is that possible? No.
  During the vacations I completely forgot about the exams. After the assembly I entered my classroom and show her. She was looking very good that day. Actually she always looks good but that day she was something different, maybe because I have seen her after a long time. She saw me and smiled and wished me Hi!, I wished her back. At least I have made some improvement. But I was depressed because of something else. As I mentioned before people used to neglect those who are not good in studies and our teacher used to disclose the marks in front of everyone. I was just afraid that she will never smile at me anymore after knowing my marks. The first period was over, the mathematics teacher came and was about to dispatched the exam papers. She got the papers before and she scored 79 marks out of hundred and she seemed very disappointed. But I can see that she kept her paper inside the desk, didn’t checked it and was still waiting to know someone else’s marks.
 Finally my turn came and me the little genius scored 37. Before I felt dilapidated But I noticed one thing that after hearing my marks she started checking her paper that means she was waiting to know how much I have scored. I was very much depressed and ashamed. For the first time in my life I felt like crying because I have scored very bad… I mean before bad results were ok for me as I was used to it but this time it made me feel worse. I knew she will never smile at me anymore neither She will wish me Hi!. I just felt that it was the worst day of my life. The day came to an end and we went back to our home
  Next what happened is that when I entered my classroom the next day I didn’t find any changes in her. She smiled at me as the same way before and wished me Good Morning. She was not like the other people, something different. That day I got my answer…. Yes I love her… I love her a lot.. And I will love her till the end of my life.

To be continued in next story

Thank you so much for reading this story.

Best regards/ Shaikh Abrar Ahmad