Shaikh Abrar Ahmad

I was the most confident and happiest guy in the world when she came to my life, initially everything was fine for few months but gradually everything get changed in opposite direction, My smile has disappeared and it has been lost, It has been replaced by millions of tears which she will never notice, This happens with most of us but one sided lover like me will fall in love for that girl again and again, Even I know that she can’t be mine but still, I love her every day and all the time. She ignores me like hell and I love her unconditionally like heaven. I always looked at her with the feelings of butterflies fluttering inside my tummy, but she sees me as a friend or maybe not even as that, even I purposed her in all the possible ways without saying " I love you"  She is a nice girl, Better than those whom I have met in the past, She smiles on everything, judges people secretly and never hurts anyone, not intentionally. She is straightforward and doesn’t shy away ...

 ‌ Dear IshQ It was wonderful feeling ever I met you for very first time, gradually I fell in love with you, I Experienced both the best and the worst feelings with you,  you at the point of time made me feel that you are only there for me, but at the second time you made me realised that falling in love with you was biggest mistake of my life, I'm still recovering from the pain you gave me, but in this meantime I learned a lot beinging with you, Things which I did shouldn't be done, The Time I compromised my self respect and the moments where I would have changed my decision, No doubt we have created unforgettable memories but at last it became forgettable as it become a curse for me to be with you,  I suffer a lot for my stupid action and emotions, My heart still pinched me all the time, it was really tough time that I finally asked you to leave  or left you with an excuse which I never had however I did it but not happily, ‌I don't know if I ever be able ...