Shaikh Abrar Ahmad

I was the most confident and happiest guy in the world when she came to my life, initially everything was fine for few months but gradually everything get changed in opposite direction, My smile has disappeared and it has been lost, It has been replaced by millions of tears which she will never notice, This happens with most of us but one sided lover like me will fall in love for that girl again and again, Even I know that she can’t be mine but still, I love her every day and all the time. She ignores me like hell and I love her unconditionally like heaven. I always looked at her with the feelings of butterflies fluttering inside my tummy, but she sees me as a friend or maybe not even as that, even I purposed her in all the possible ways without saying " I love you"  She is a nice girl, Better than those whom I have met in the past, She smiles on everything, judges people secretly and never hurts anyone, not intentionally. She is straightforward and doesn’t shy away ...

 ‌ Dear IshQ It was wonderful feeling ever I met you for very first time, gradually I fell in love with you, I Experienced both the best and the worst feelings with you,  you at the point of time made me feel that you are only there for me, but at the second time you made me realised that falling in love with you was biggest mistake of my life, I'm still recovering from the pain you gave me, but in this meantime I learned a lot beinging with you, Things which I did shouldn't be done, The Time I compromised my self respect and the moments where I would have changed my decision, No doubt we have created unforgettable memories but at last it became forgettable as it become a curse for me to be with you,  I suffer a lot for my stupid action and emotions, My heart still pinched me all the time, it was really tough time that I finally asked you to leave  or left you with an excuse which I never had however I did it but not happily, ‌I don't know if I ever be able ...

Wo Jo Roop " Zer-E-Naqaab" Tha,, Usay Dekhna Mera " Khwaab " Tha,, Jo Mila Tha " Hijer " Ki Shakal Main,, Meri " Chahton " Ka Azaab Tha,, Ye "Swaal" Tha K Mila Kro,, Na Mila Kro Ye "Jwaab" Tha,, Jisay Dekh Kr Main "Tarrap" Utha,, Teri Aankh Main Wo " Hijaab " Tha,, Mere Paas Thi Meri " Tishnagi",, Tere Paas "Jaam-E-Shiraab" Tha,, Tera Payar Tha Meri "Shayri",, Tera"ISHQ" Meri   "Kitaab"Tha...!

Dear philosophy, I am already breathless with your looks and would not have to kill me twice, I would not hurt you like others do and I promise to be nice with you as I'm from the beginning, Your blue eyes have Hypnotized me indeed and if my heart broken again I won't have any regrets for my deed, I don't want you to be slim or skinny like other beautiful girls, I just love you for your curves and beautiful curls as I used to call you Golu Molu, You are a flame and wherever you go you set fire everywhere like gleam, They may call you chubby but you are the girl most people dream about and desire as I did, Thank you!

Her only mistake was, she has been searching for a kind of guy who can love her purely, even though she met such guy who claimed they love, but they all demanded to see her naked first. I'm very sad to see the reality of this generation, I don't understand what's wrong with the people, Lying that they love when they only hold lust in their genitals. Just because of they people,  Those who actually love with their hearts stuffer a lot, they face lot of problems convening someone that they have real feeling for her, and it's actually sad. Just wast to say one thing that be honest with what feeling you hold for someone, No offence if it's love or lust, honesty is the thing you are supposed to follow, atleast don't wear the fake Mask, Be Real Thank you so much.

 Dear friends, Stop judging people on the base of their  virginity, No matter He is a Boy or a Girl, it's same for everyone. Virginity is just a choice of people, some prefer losing it after marriage, some prefer losing it before marriage (They should avoid this before marriage) some prefer losing it with only one,  some don't bother about one,  they just lose it with whomsoever they are comfortable, (Also they should not go with more than one) But  virginity don't definite the character of any person, whether Boys or Girls, it's just a choice and people choose this with their comfort, I didn't write this to show my intellectuality and generosity, I just write whatever see in society, I really SORRY for  such a mentality and thoughts #Be_positive_and_think_positive Thanks and regards, Shaikh Abrar Ahmad

Being a girl is not easy from their birth. They are taught to sit properly, Walk decently and not allowed be familiar with everyone, She is expected to be strong during her emotional breakdown, But you wonder? How she face those eyes that follow her in every street, How much a raped girl feel insecure when thousand of people Question her ? How much we say that Girls have equal position to that of boys! Still They are discriminated then and now, still They are being paid less, Still They face the world with smile, Yes they are strong and brave, Coz being a girl is not easy, sleepless nights, silent crying, sad songs, dying inside, missing someone girls also go through all this, Not only this, After getting married she has to settle with someone else family, and need to start her new life with new people after spending around 20-25 years life with her own family, How can she forget the love of her mother, father and siblings, and the place where she spent her childhood life and...