Shaikh Abrar Ahmad

I met her at an unexpected place and it was the very first time when we looked at each other, we couldn’t talk much as we were strangers. I never thought about her and even didn’t realise that I would fall for her, unintentionally we met again where it was totally unexpected and Yes, she was a bit amazed    that very moment and suddenly said “Sir Aap yaha?” I replied, “Yes, I live nearby just next to your street” and then we had a short and crisp conversation, even till then neither of us imagined that we will become so much special and important for each other. This is how six months passed and yes time really flies fast. After approximately 6 months I decided to talk to her. So, I asked for the most unique 10 digit number on earth (Haha..of course HER phone no.) from one of her friends and luckily got the number on the same day. I was very excited and happy to talk however was also more anxious about her response as it was the very first time when I was about to...

You know what ? That is Bollywood. When he approached Karan Johar Banner, he had to hear from his associates "We don't work with small actors" Was not invited in Ranveer-Deepika's wedding. Alia Bhatt mocked him in Koffee with Karan, saying "Sushant Singh Rajput, Who ?" Banned from all major houses in February. Uninvited in Bollywood Parties. No friend connections in Bollywood. You call this family ? You have any idea how it feels to be treated like this ? Nepotism - even if you overcome this barrier and get yourself somewhere, Still favouritism won't leave you. Your favourite stars are tweeting today after humiliating him. Absolute hypocrisy with actors coming from humble backgrounds. Sorry but Sushant was a different guy. A 7th rank holder in AIEEE and a Physics Olympiad Winner - probably a bit too sophisticated and humble being in the industry. Want to hear more ? The bollywood media even had fake accusations of SEXUAL HARASSMEN...

I was the most confident and happiest guy in the world when she came to my life, initially everything was fine for few months but gradually everything get changed in opposite direction, My smile has disappeared and it has been lost, It has been replaced by millions of tears which she will never notice, This happens with most of us but one sided lover like me will fall in love for that girl again and again, Even I know that she can’t be mine but still, I love her every day and all the time. She ignores me like hell and I love her unconditionally like heaven. I always looked at her with the feelings of butterflies fluttering inside my tummy, but she sees me as a friend or maybe not even as that, even I purposed her in all the possible ways without saying " I love you"  She is a nice girl, Better than those whom I have met in the past, She smiles on everything, judges people secretly and never hurts anyone, not intentionally. She is straightforward and doesn’t shy away ...

 ‌ Dear IshQ It was wonderful feeling ever I met you for very first time, gradually I fell in love with you, I Experienced both the best and the worst feelings with you,  you at the point of time made me feel that you are only there for me, but at the second time you made me realised that falling in love with you was biggest mistake of my life, I'm still recovering from the pain you gave me, but in this meantime I learned a lot beinging with you, Things which I did shouldn't be done, The Time I compromised my self respect and the moments where I would have changed my decision, No doubt we have created unforgettable memories but at last it became forgettable as it become a curse for me to be with you,  I suffer a lot for my stupid action and emotions, My heart still pinched me all the time, it was really tough time that I finally asked you to leave  or left you with an excuse which I never had however I did it but not happily, ‌I don't know if I ever be able ...

Wo Jo Roop " Zer-E-Naqaab" Tha,, Usay Dekhna Mera " Khwaab " Tha,, Jo Mila Tha " Hijer " Ki Shakal Main,, Meri " Chahton " Ka Azaab Tha,, Ye "Swaal" Tha K Mila Kro,, Na Mila Kro Ye "Jwaab" Tha,, Jisay Dekh Kr Main "Tarrap" Utha,, Teri Aankh Main Wo " Hijaab " Tha,, Mere Paas Thi Meri " Tishnagi",, Tere Paas "Jaam-E-Shiraab" Tha,, Tera Payar Tha Meri "Shayri",, Tera"ISHQ" Meri   "Kitaab"Tha...!

Dear philosophy, I am already breathless with your looks and would not have to kill me twice, I would not hurt you like others do and I promise to be nice with you as I'm from the beginning, Your blue eyes have Hypnotized me indeed and if my heart broken again I won't have any regrets for my deed, I don't want you to be slim or skinny like other beautiful girls, I just love you for your curves and beautiful curls as I used to call you Golu Molu, You are a flame and wherever you go you set fire everywhere like gleam, They may call you chubby but you are the girl most people dream about and desire as I did, Thank you!

Her only mistake was, she has been searching for a kind of guy who can love her purely, even though she met such guy who claimed they love, but they all demanded to see her naked first. I'm very sad to see the reality of this generation, I don't understand what's wrong with the people, Lying that they love when they only hold lust in their genitals. Just because of they people,  Those who actually love with their hearts stuffer a lot, they face lot of problems convening someone that they have real feeling for her, and it's actually sad. Just wast to say one thing that be honest with what feeling you hold for someone, No offence if it's love or lust, honesty is the thing you are supposed to follow, atleast don't wear the fake Mask, Be Real Thank you so much.